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Friday, April 11, 2014

Resign??

Korg yg mak2 ni pernah x rsa nk resign sbb nk jga ank n tumpukan kt ank korg kt rumah?
Leh home scholling ank kt umah ja...msk mkn...tdoq ngn depa...peluk cium depa setiap msa...
Dats what i feel now...nk resign tahap melampau....
Nnt biasa la byk mulut2 yg akn nasihat jgn...rugi belajaq tinggi2...amik chemical engineering bgai ...xreja...rugi!
N dat's including my mom...yeah...as a working mother...i know her points....if she can hadap dat...i also can!!but things are...kmi 4 org adik beradik ni mmg dr kecik lg tok da bela kmi...duk ngn kmi...so we are in a totally good hands...no doubt of it....bukan nk kata bs aku x ok..no...dia sgt super duper ok!

Tpi u know kan...its dif...if ank kau sakit pun..u still can consider to leave it to ur mother rite?but me considering to leave my unwell baby to my bs is a big NO NO eventho she's OK with it...

Ntah lah...boleh ka nk hadap ngn society kita yg mng da set dlm mind depa...u have a high education background...u should probably end up being engineer, doctor, architect...bla bla bla...

Penat...dats d word...
Penat dan berat hati nk tinggalkan anak pagi2 yg mnangis2 nak mnyusu dekat badan mama dia...i feel like a heartless mother...hati kering...boleh biar n blah just to leave her n go to work...mcm bullshit...

Dekat kilang pulak..almost everytime i will godek2 my phone gallery just to browse her photos...oh my...she's grown up super fast n almost missed the jolly good time in raising her to be "somebody"....

Like i said/wrote in my fb's status...shall we take risk to be a no body in order to raise our kids to be somebody?to be precise...resign...n become fully housewife??berani ke tak?

I still find my courage...looking foward to be a WAHM someday....if aku nk resign pun..i will have my own income from home....tak semestinya amik chemical engineering have to stuck up being a chemical engineer kan?business lg best kot...oklah...gtg...

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